I guess, all in all, I am not realy all that interesting. I'm not a main character, an antagonist, protaganist, villain, hero, anti-hero, nothing.
I'm the NPC. The one in the book that has one line and no name. The one who is like, "Oh. It's over there." and immediatly forgotten because my crucial addition to the scene is concluded.
I don't know. I'm not really down about it. I've sat around and thought about ways to make myself more intresting. I don't really know how. I'm kinda quiet if I don't know everyone, and extremely obnoxious if I do know everyone. It's always extremes. It's never a good median.
Ah well. I can't be everything. I can't be what you or that person over there wants me to be. I can try, but why bother?
I'm content enough. I like hugging my cats. That's always good. Sometimes I feel as if it's all I have to talk about, that is my swarth of strange animals. Most women would shriek at them, kill them or get someone else to kill them. They wouldn't be willing to pick up a 3 inch cockroach and say, "HI BELLA." and give it a kiss.They wouldn't be able to poke at a tarantula or let one crawl up thier arm towards their face and be more concerned with the animal falling off and hurting itself than anything else.
But I still don't think as it being unique. It's my normalcy. I wake up in the morning and after my morning routines are done, I go downstairs and turn on the light for the toad, and make sure all the critters have their water and food for the day. Then I make my lunch (or sometimes if I'm too lazy, a can of soup gets thrown into my purse.)
I know my coworkers don't really know much about me. Some of the ones that talk to me more know I'm a bit off, a little weird. Is it stupid that I'm proud when I can make people raise their eyebrow at me or think I am strange? I don't know why I like that so much.